confusion.

After my tutorial today i am more confused than ever! why why why does my tutor want to throw all these other materials into the mix just because they would be the easy way out?!
i dont want to do something because its the easiest! i want to do something because its what i want to do, and because it relates to my ideas.

ohhhh i dont know anymore.
hopefully the 3d tutor will be more helpful if i can get to talk to him tomorrow.

i have less than 3 weeks to have something made..... stresssss!!